Oh well that was hard work, last day at work and felt so much more emotional than expected. Especially hard to say goodbye to one of of my closest friends at work who i probably have to admit I am in love with but as she is married nothing would come of it. Promised I would try to make it for the rest of my team's last day at the end of January. Didn't whether to laugh or cry when my boss handed me my christmas card and my P45. Really trying to keep myself together or I will need to go to the docs as I think I may need to face facts that I may need help to control my emotions which go up and down pretty dramatically and quickly. Hopefully I will find work soon as I am scared about spending time on my own and love day to day contact with friends etc. So sorry to hear about your loss Frizz, puts things in perspective
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